An examined life is a life worth living.
If you don't know where you've been, you can't get to where you want to be.
2019 was a year of growth and development. I got back to what's really important- having fun. Racing took a back seat while enjoying every moment on the water was the real goal.
And boy, did I ever...
I got in 153 days on the water with 166 different sessions.
I kited on the Pacific, the Atlantic, tributary rivers and even the frozen tundra of the great north.
I discovered a whole new world of recreational kite foiling that led me to have even more fun than I ever thought possible and even made some breakthroughs like nailing the kite board than that has eluded me for so long.
I jumped back on the surfboard with the kite and found the joy of endless bottom turns in waist high shore break in bath warm water on the Brazilian coast.
The majority of my time on the water is still spent kiting but windsurfing still has a special place in my heart. I haven't quite been able to give it up- especially in the winter months when the wind isn't as consistent and swimming your gear in isn't part of the program.
With 166 total sessions, 131 were devoted to kiting while 35 were spent windsurfing.
More to the point, foiling has pretty much taken over my time on the water with 82% of all my sessions devoted to foiling. The novelty still hasn't worn off. It's almost as if I get the chance to rediscover the sports I love for a second time.
There's a certain zen like feeling associated with foiling- especially on the kite.
There's no sound of the hull against the water as you blaze 3' above the surface. Everything comes into balance with an effortless flow. The carves are dreamy with the kite pirouetting from one tack to the next.
In 2019, I got past one of the biggest challenges I've been struggling with- the kite board tack. It absolutely paralyzed me for years. I avoided it like the plague- getting to the edge of the diving board and not jumping in. It was bigger than just relearning muscle memory & movement to turn one's body into the wind vs tuning your back to the wind. I had to come to terms that windsurfing no longer defined who I was. Once I let go of that, a paradigm shift happened.
I went from thinking what could go wrong to what will go right.
All of a sudden a door opened and the kite board tack become possible.
For the first time in almost 30 years, I didn't focus my season on racing but having fun. Something changed. I no longer needed to affirmation of winning and recognition of my peers but rather pushed myself in learning new things. Getting on the recreational kite gear was the exact thing I needed after focusing on racing for so long. It brought back the joy of getting on the water and having fun with every session.
2019 was one of the windiest seasons I can recall in my past 20 years living in San Francisco. In just 6 months I used the 6m ozone alpha single strut kite 66 times+ almost double any other kite. It was the most used kite in my quiver along with the Moses T38 board and foil. The 2 are matched up like bread and butter especially when the wind is 15-25k in the San Francisco Bay. I've just started to use the 4m but think it will be better matched with a bigger surf style front wing in the upcoming year.
For windsurfing, all but 3 sessions were spent on the windsurf foil, the other 3 were devoted to slalom racing. The most used sail was my 8.0m severn glide 2- strictly for foiling. If it's less than 13k, Ill take the foiling windsurfer- just because it's the most reliable set of gear in the quiver for getting back to the beach without swimming.
If I examine the yearly calendar, most of my sessions came in April through November, with the exception of July when I was visiting family abroad. Now that I've got the small foiling kite gear, traveling with equipment just became a lot easier.
By far, some of the best sessions of the year came in November on the Brazilian coast. Jericoacoara is one of the windiest places I've visited. It's a bit hard to get to but once you're there, the magic happens. We got 12 out of 12 days on the water- foiling and doing down winders on the surfboard. I've never has so much fun in my life. For the full Brazil report- go here
Some of the years' highlights:
Base camp terminal b. Made it up little baldy peak to find Sunday afternoon freshies #snowkiting pic.twitter.com/1y9Ll5dGPm— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) February 11, 2019
Come for the flood, stay for the ebb. Double session on the 9m foil kite with surfboard & foil board in heathy spring tides. pic.twitter.com/oEeRAcBd1M— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) March 24, 2019
Peaks upon peaks. 42k gusts under the bridge today. Spastically lit on 7m kite & surfboard as SF Bay comes alive. pic.twitter.com/OIRJupHK4Y— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) April 20, 2019
Never underestimate a NW coastal breeze on a day off. pic.twitter.com/TUV8I6smD0— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) May 27, 2019
Part Moses.— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) June 28, 2019
Part Jesus.
Pure carbon sugar.
One last session on the t38 & 6m kite before heading back to the motherland pic.twitter.com/PLS7JVBbOT
Never thought I'd fall in love with a pocket foil board & 6m kite but here we are. Best session ever in dreamy tide lines & 20-25k under @GGBridge north tower. #enjoytheride pic.twitter.com/HEKeIS2ylo— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) June 20, 2019
It was somewhere east of Alcatraz when the carbon began to crack. pic.twitter.com/oobQxo2vLI— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) August 25, 2019
Always catch the last set pic.twitter.com/d96t3ZLytm— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) August 22, 2019
Big dreamy turns on the Moses foil board with new 590 front wing. Pleasantly wound on 6m kite in 14-18k as flood tide delights. pic.twitter.com/8YmOdOiqRd— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) August 29, 2019
Tuned into the right frequency. Pleasantly wound on 9m kite & foil from @GGBridge to @AlcatrazIsland in butter smooth flood tide & 16-18k seabreeze. pic.twitter.com/oce84OWltT— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) September 25, 2019
600' long & 80' wide. USS Zumwalt stealth destroyer under @GGBridge today. pic.twitter.com/oSBjfdZurh— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) October 24, 2019
Tapped into the right frequency today. Downwind dharma on the 8m kite & surfboard from Prea to Jeri. pic.twitter.com/cTAkkhtaBT— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) November 2, 2019
You can never have too many blissfully moments. pic.twitter.com/86FvmEFBVk— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) November 4, 2019
Sometime after the 1000th cutback of the day, just before low tide at the mouth of the Guriu river Delta, the Dharma flow kicked in- becoming one with the kite, the board & the waves. pic.twitter.com/LzvHxQqirg— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) November 4, 2019
Feeling estatic, accomplished & proud today. Broke through a mental block I've been having for past 5 years and finally started tacking the kiteboard. It's like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I've been hiding from this fear for so long. pic.twitter.com/tPTSqJVRUi— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) November 5, 2019
Best day ever on repeat. Downwinder from Prea to Giriu in 20-25k on 8m kite & surfboard. Found the flow. pic.twitter.com/PlXHndU6B2— usa4: steve bodner (@usa4) November 6, 2019